From the recording Home - Volume 1
Lyrics
In the glow before darkness where everything's warm,
And nothing has movement or colour or form,
I sat and I waited for moonlight and dawn.
Guess I'm not forgiven.
Don't waste your time, you know that I'm already there.
Don't show your hand, she understands, and I don't care.
And what is it to you?
I'll be silent, strong and true.
What do you want me to do?
Lose a lifetime over you?
That's the most fun he's had without laughing.
Said he's never had fun without you.
That's the first thing he said when he met me.
That's the first thing he said about you.
In the years of not knowing where lifetime begins,
The senses take over, but they'll never win,
I sat and I waited and watched you growh thin,
And still not believing.
Why don't you try and get real?
I won't change the way that I feel.
Did you get a bad deal?
You're opening wounds that will never heal.
That's the most fun he's had without laughing.
Said he's never had fun without you.
That's the first thing he said when he met me.
That's the first thing he said about you.
In a decade of dreaming I never once slept,
My only possessions the secrets I kept,
I sat and I waited, you sat and you wept,
And never stopped crying.
Don't try to speak, talk is cheap, words aren't worth much.
You're right to grieve, I'll never leave the sweetest touch.
What do you want me to say?
I'm not sorry anyway.
If you're not going to stay,
Close the door on the way out.
That's the most fun he's had without laughing.
Said he's never had fun without you.
That's the first thing he said when he met me.
That's the first thing he said about you.